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The house was cold, for its owners were not home, and a wintry sunrise
just barely poked its way through the bedroom curtains. The Bears poked
their heads out from under the covers. They might have fooled you into
thinking these were just plain old small stuffed bears, if you had
been watching, but these were special bears.
The smallest, "A. Bear", has a little red T-shirt which
reads, "Atlanta". A. Bear usually has the least to say of
the three of them, but always has a pleasantly unquestioning expression
which suggests no particular need to amplify on things. A. Bear was
recently adopted after having been acquired on a business trip, so
we have much to learn about his ways.
"T. Bear" is the happiest bear of all time, with a uniquely
tranquil smile which seems to bestow his blessings on all. "T" probably
stands for "Teddy", but he is the first of the bears to become "special",
so never really needed a full name. He sports not a T-shirt at all,
but just a single lavender ribbon, for T. Bear is our hospital bear,
and nurses you back to health when you are not feeling good. He will
always squeal with delight when he sees you, and make you laugh, but
he watches over you always, for bears never really sleep at all, you
know.
"C. Bear" is the largest and oldest bear, and our only "problem
bear". He wears a yellowed old rag of a T-shirt which reads "Living
Sober". We rescued him from the pile of unwanted animals, in the
corner, and washed his T-shirt. He promptly complained, so we named
him "Complainer Bear". C. Bear is a dour old thing showing
the ravages of time. His fur condition, origin and T-shirt all suggest
he may be considerably older than the highest number of years to which
bears can count, which is, "two!".
So it was, on Christmas morn, that the bears found themselves "home
alone".
"Where did they GO?", complained C. Bear. "I TOLD you
that's what they would do! They ran off and left us behind again, THAT's
what they did!"
Not one bear said a word. If you're a bear, there isn't very much
you can say about it. To pass the time, they counted spots on the textured
ceiling for a while, but that wasn't any good, because bears have to
start over when they get to "two". They tried taking a nap,
but that wasn't any good either, for bears never really sleep at all,
you'll recall.
After a while, T. Bear said, "I bet they left us some presents,
though."
"Ooh!" squealed A. Bear, "Let's go look!"
"Even if they did," objected C. Bear, "we couldn't
get them. They probably left our presents in the stupid old stockings.
THAT's what they probably did!"
Nevertheless, the three bears scampered into the living room to take
a look. Sure enough, way high up on the chimney hung three stockings.
And on each stocking, little felt letters that said, "A" and "T" and "C".
"Told you so!", exclaimed C. Bear. "Now we can NEVER
reach them!"
Not one bear had anything to say about this, because it takes bears
a long time to think of anything to say. But bears are always thinking
of something, so, after a while, T. Bear said,
"We could climb up and get them".
Before this really had time to sink in, C. bear was objecting again:
"No, silly! Stuffed .. stuffed bears don't have claws! Only real
bears can climb!"
And it took C. Bear a long time to get out the "stuffed" part,
too, because, well, C. Bear was a stuffed bear!
So, after a while, A. Bear piped, "I know! I know how!"
And A. Bear whispered something in T. Bear's ear: "Bzzp bzz buzz
bz bzz!"
And then, T. Bear whispered something in C. Bear's ear: "Bzzp
bzz buzz bz bzz!"
And here's what they did: A. Bear scampered up on top of C. Bear's
shoulders. But that wasn't any good, because they were still many bear
heights short of the highest bear's reach.
So T. bear scampered up on top of A. Bear's shoulders. But that wasn't
any good either, they found, because the stockings were still higher
than the highest bear could reach.
After a while, when they had this figured out, A. Bear said, "OK.
Now."
So C. Bear scampered up on top of T. Bear's shoulders, and A. Bear
quickly scampered up on top of C. Bear's shoulders.
This only works when you're a stuffed bear and can't count higher
than "two", by the way.
A. Bear quickly grabbed the stockings, and, before anybody could see
how it all happened, they were all sitting on the living room rug again,
looking for their presents.
In A. Bear's stocking they found a key. Not any old key, mind you,
but a bright and shiny new key. All the bears could see it was a storybook
key, not the kind of key people use nowadays, so they put it aside
until they could figure out what it was good for.
In T. Bear's stocking they found an old black-and-white photograph.
It was of people, people they had never seen before, with not so much
as one bear among the lot of them. They put it aside until they could
figure out what it was good for.
In C. Bear's stocking they found nothing at all. That's right, nothing!
"Maybe they meant to put something in and forgot, I mean, maybe
they ran out of time!", offered T. Bear.
You can always tell when C. Bear's in a bad mood when he won't even
say anything to complain. In fact, not only wasn't he saying anything,
he even turned back into a just-plain stuffed bear and just sat there.
The other two couldn't shake him out of it, so they just sat there
for a while.
About mid-afternoon, the sun had gone around to the other side of
the house. Three bears were just sitting there on the living room rug.
It would have been hard to tell them from ordinary stuffed bears.
By and by, A. bear got up. "Where are you going!", asked
T. Bear.
"I'm going to sit in the sun. Want to come?"
"Sure!", said T. Bear. And they started to totter off into
the sunny room, but C. Bear didn't follow. He was still being a stuffed
bear. Between them, A. Bear and T. Bear barely managed to drag C. Bear
into the sunny room, and they pushed him up onto the windowsill.
Then they scrambled up too, and propped C. Bear up between the two
of them so he could see too. And they watched the rest of the afternoon
go by, and a lovely Christmas afternoon it turned out to be, too.
They watched children play in the street with their new toys. And
they saw a bird, a robin, perhaps, singing in the pine tree. The sun
glistened in a thousand rainbows through the rain droplets clinging
to the pine needles, so maybe they at least had a Christmas tree, after
all.
But it was hard to dispel the disappointment of C. Bear's empty stocking.
They tried hard to let the sun and the Christmas pine tree cheer them
up. But that wasn't any good, because C. Bear was still being a just-plain
stuffed bear. After a while, T. Bear said,
"You know, I wonder what the presents were supposed to be for.
Didn't they have to be there for some reason?"
There was no immediate answer for that, but by-and-bye, A. Bear said, "I
think I know." And then he told them, and he talked for a long
time, too, particularly for a bear of few words.
In Bear language, A. Bear said that he thought the key was the gift
to unlock the future, because it certainly wouldn't unlock any lock
he's ever seen.
A. Bear said that he thought that the photograph meant that it was
OK to cherish the past, but that the black-and-whiteness of it was
to remind us that it's never the same.
And the empty stocking? A. Bear allowed that this was really the greatest
gift of all.
"What do you MEAN!", exclaimed C. Bear, his old complaining
self once more.
"I think ... I think you got the future itself, and we're all
in it!" piped A. Bear. He explained that he thought that even
when we have the key to the future, and a past to come from, we can't
really see the future at all, so that must be what C. Bear had really
received in his stocking.
All the bears could see the sense in that, so they sat silently in
the sun for a while and marveled about the future, and about how much
A. Bear has finally had to say in one sitting. They asked him about
that, too, and A. Bear allowed that he'd really had a long time, in
bear years, to think about it.
The sun itself smiled on them, and they sat there in the sun for a
while longer enjoying their Christmas afternoon together. Finally,
A. Bear said that he had one more thing to say.
C. Bear asked what THAT could possibly be, after having gone to such
lengths to explain the Christmas stocking gifts. So A. Bear smiled,
and he put his little bear arms around both his bear friends, and said,
"I love you!"
All the little bears exploded in laughter and giggles and jumped up
and down together on the windowsill (except when anybody was looking,
of course!). And, you know, it would really have been hard to say at
that point which was the greatest gift of all, but the bears, being
the way bears are, just sat down arm-in-arm and watched the sunset.
It had turned out to be a wonderful Christmas day after all.
© Alex Forbes, La
Parola December 1993
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